It's been a few weeks since my last post. I decided that for a short time, up keeping a journal wasn't in my best intrest. I felt like I was posting things that could have been potentially shared with people on another platform. I've been working very hard to keep my thoughts, emotions, and other aspects in check. :) It only takes a few blows from friends to remind me now and then that I am indeed, a little or quite possibly very self-centric. I really enjoy these slaps to the face, because they wake me up, and because my friends happiness and well being is a concern of mine, the lessons usually stick.
I have overcome obstacles. Hard obstacles. As it would probably please my old friend Reko to know now, that I finally have realized my own value. I recently had a small regression, but it was small. It didn't blow out, I smiled, pushed through, and came out unharmed on the other side and feeling better. I didn't dwell on it and hate on myself for days on end like I used to do. I still have issues with 'minor rejections', but that seems to be only during a specific time of the month when I'm rather hormonal. *coughcough* I'm sure they make a pill for that.
I want to be a more humble person.
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